I know I'm lame and all but this time (hopefully) I'm moving for good! :X I was here for a bit then came back here, and now I'm moving here. (Or you can always find me on tumblr or twitter anyways.) :D

Yeah, changed my wallpaper :D Because my bbs won their first #1 today!! *throws confetti* :DDD

So I was watching it live, and then I was completely A;LS;D'AF'SDJGDFGK;ASDAKF when they won. I mean, from all the votes and everything, it's pretty much obvious that they would win already, but still. Y'know. So when it was announced, I squealed like super loudly. And then they were all bawling, and well, I knew I'd cry, but when they all started bawling, I was bawling too. Omg Idek. T______T So happy ok.

Yeah well, haven't been an Inspirit for long but still. So happy T________T I love you boys ok.

Let me just type whatever I remember of this before I forget everything. Lol.

So I dreamt of Hoya a;sdl'as;ld'skf and it was surprisingly not my usual mystery-thriller-suspense type of dream! :0 Well, at least the part with him wasn't. Pretty sure the first part of the dream was kind of scary. But towards the end it just became cute. :3 (I also want a cute dream with Gyu! All I remember of my dreams with him are that we were hiding and running away from people who were trying to kill us LMAO.)

ANYWAY. Can't remember the first few parts of the dream. (Yah it was really made up of different parts.) So there was one part when I was watching some shitty movie with Germx. -.- There were some other guys sitting behind us. (Idk if it was the other 6 boys but never mind.) They were like the usual rowdy and noisy type of young boys though. -.- Aka those I find irritating. HAHAHA. And the movie was damn shitty, Idk why my dream is set in modern day but the movie we watched was like some 1950's or some shit. .____. I was just all like, wtf is this movie and then me and Germx left lol.

Let's just skip this part because I can't remember but there was something involving dark corridors and dark stairwells and lots of people. -.- Wtf right. Idek.

THE NEXT PART, THOUGH. THE NEXT PART.

Me and Germx were at some magazine store? -.- I know, I know. But that's the best way I can describe it cos it had lots of magazines. One side of the store was like a florist, though? ANYWAY. So we were at different parts of the store looking at magazines right. THEN LIKE. HOYA APPEARED. a;sdlasd;ldsfjfgl he was wearing that white t-shirt that he was wearing when Infinite was going to Japan last week. Specifically, THIS. (Yes lol I went to find the pic.) Only he had a bike helmet on as;dlasdks;dg and it was the super manly type. Like, 超帥氣 kind.

Anyway. We must have already known him from somewhere (Idk the backstory LOL) cos I apparently had a crush on him HAHAHA. (I would, though.) And then Germx knew and so when he appeared, Germx was like *wink wink* from the other end of the store -___- and I was like as;dlds;gkdg STOP IT. He was like buying something from the counter though. (The store was by the road so his bike must be parked right outside or something a;sdk;asljkfdjg)

THE MAIN POINT IS THAT. HE IS DAMN BLOODY SHUAI LAH. AND I WANT TO MARRY HIM. But then like I woke up during that scene. It didn't end there but I can't remember wtf happened cos all I recalled when I woke up was, HOLY SHIT HE'S SO SHUAI. (And then took a while to fill in the other details. -.-)

Anyhoo. It's nice to not have an action-movie-type dream once in a while. I know one day I woke up sweating like I ran 2.4km in less than 10 minutes or something because in my dream (maybe more nightmare, Idk) me and some person I was running with were gonna get killed already -___- I wonder what it all means.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
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Love you always even if you don't come to Sg. But please come sometime soon or something. And hopefully your future drama roles will be epic and in a good drama! Then win something because you're so awesome. :D xxx

I know, I know, my KMW post is WAY overdue. I'm just too lazy to type it ok. :/ I will... er... continue with it and post it soon. :X

But for this post, yay new wallpaper!!



YEAH IT'S THE CAPTAIN! :D My wallpaper had been that Erik/Charles one for ages, but I actually changed it a couple of days ago for one of my new obsession (whom I'll talk about later) and then changed it to one (of Infinite) I made myself yesterday. But well, I wasn't THAT happy with how it turned out so. TA-DAH! This will probably stay for a bit, I guess. :3

Anyways I was just re-watching Iron Man yesterday, then Iron Man 2 today, just to see Cap's shield -.- I NEVER knew his shield was in both Iron Man movies ok. I fail in life or some shit. Idk. Anyways I completely forgot to look out for it in the first movie so now I still haven't seen it properly. Wtf. -.- But in the second movie it was so in your face that if I still never notice it then I really don't know what I'm doing already. Thing is, I ALWAYS THOUGHT IT WAS A CLOCK. -.- OH WELLLL.

And yes I watched Captain America yesterday :DDD I LOVED IT! Well, not as much as I love X First Class but yeah it's super enjoyable. And the girl so pretty I can't. A;SDLS;KFFDKL;GKL;DG! *_______* Eh. And Steve so cute. I mean, when he was that small little guy lol. So funny. He was completely CGI though. Then of course when he became the Cap he was like OMFG.

ANYWAYS. THE AVENGERS. OMFG OK. Now that I finally got to watch it on the big screen. AS;LDA'S;DS';LFKL;G SO EXCITED FOR NEXT YEAR!!!!!! \o/ TONYYY~~~ & STEVEEE~~~ \o/ I think Cap would be my second favourite superhero. Or maybe just my second fave Avenger. Idk.

Alrighty. So. My new love. Infinite. Of which I'm mostly stuck between Sunggyu and Hoya. Don't make me choose. Anyways I ordered my album already and I can't wait for it to come. *_____* This won't be the last you hear me speak of them.

DH2 opened today. That obviously translates to: I've already watched it.

THERE WILL BE SPOILERS IN THIS POST. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

Because I don't want to talk about spoilers on my tumblr, and I don't want to tweet about them either cos I know there're quite a lot of pretty enthusiastic HP fans who are dying to watch it themselves and I don't want to be so evil. Mainly because I'd hate it if someone posted spoilers before I watched. BUT THIS IS MY BLOG. And a lot less people read my posts so. SPOILERS GALORE! \o/

Firstly. H/D. GOD YES. I've been looking forward to my H/D scene for YEARS. (Seriously. Ever since I read the book lol.) FUCKING YESSS MY H/D IS GLORIOUS. You know, "Malfoy was screaming and holding Harry so tightly it hurt." YOU KNOW HOW IMPORTANT THAT IS TO ME. Okay, it is super important. Anyways. I don't think he screamed and held Harry THAT tightly but what came before that made it good enough for me. H questioning D why didn't he give him away, then when the Fiendfyre was going after them, H reached out for D twice (cos the first time he couldn't reach his hand), and D grabbing H's hand. I FREAKING CAN'T. (And then I T____T Shut up. I waited very long for this okay.) The way they look at each other is so alas;dl;asdfklgl;asdsdllfgd;dfgkla;lsd I really can't. ;______;

The only thing I didn't like about H/D. The epilogue scene? H was supposed to nod to D? I didn't really see that. I might have missed it cos it was too subtle or something, Idk. I shall see tomorrow. But it's okay cos that's a small thing. And speaking of the epilogue, OMFG I AM SO GLAD THEY RE-SHOT IT. They don't like like 60-year-old uncles anymore. :D LOL \o/ Lily Luna is so cute. :3 OMG I JUST REALIZED. I NEVER REALLY LOOKED AT SCORPIUS D: Never mind, I'll see him tomorrow. :D OH. I hate that they cut Teddy and Victoire out though. :( Sucks. Harry mentioned Teddy during the film so... man, the least they could do is show him right!! :( I super love Teddy ok. :(

Okay. H/D. Then er. NEVILLE. LOL. Idk, but in the movie Neville has a thing for Luna. (EXCUSE ME WHILE I FLAIL.) IT IS JUST SO CUTE I CAN'T. I am totally FOR them together lah! Though it didn't turn out that way in the book. That said, movie!Harry/Luna is pretty awesome. ANYWAY. Neville. Yes. HE'S SO CUTE OMFG. (Not that he was never cute.) I knew he was going to be a bamf in this one, but omg such an adorable bamf!! :D (And then I just kept waiting for him to kill Nagini.)

Hmm. Professor McGonagall is SO CUTE by the way. After she made the stone soldiers come to life she was all like, HEHEHE \o/ HAHAHA SO CUTE OMG. She's awesome. :3

AND MOLLY'S "NOT MY DAUGHTER, YOU BITCH!" WAS THE BEST OMFG;AL';SDASL;KFL;SG

Oh. The part where Remus and Tonks reached out to each other, and then after that when they showed the bodies of everyone who died, Remus and Tonks' hands were still reaching out to each other. OMFG I FUCKING BAWLED. Okay, maybe not. But I was all like sobbing. POOR TEDDY T_____T REMUS T______T TONKS T______T

Okay, and the entire Snape part? YES, I WAS BAWLING. Like, seriously. Like, *shoulders heaving* kind of bawl. (As soundlessly as I could. -.-) He's not even my favourite character and I fucking died crying lor. I mean, I super love him as well but I'm sure those people who loved him the MOST would seriously die wailing or something. It was so so so so so heartbreaking I can't. Yes, the book was heartbreaking already, but this. THIS WAS JUST. JFC. ;_______; When Nagini was attacking him I wanted to die. Like, flop on the floor and wail hysterically or something. If I were watching it at home I'd really be flopping on the floor and wailing already lor. And then will have to pause for 10 minutes cos cannot stop crying. (Yeah after that I just kept sobbing. -.-)

I hate crying in cinemas cos it's just so :X but omfg every other movie I managed to keep my tears to a minimum. (Seriously. I don't really T___T In fact, sometimes I just sit there and *poker face* :X) THIS ONE I REALLY CANNOT LOR. IT'S LIKE. TOO MUCH. I REALLY CAN'T.

Oh, and I really must say that I love the Malfoys. Seriously, look at how much Narcissa loves D, and although Lucius has always been an overbearing father, he cares about D so much too. I just love that family so much. True, they're not the best people around, but just the things they do for the family. ;_____; They're really great.

Eh. What else do I want to say. Hmm. Er. OH.

Romione kiss! Have I mentioned it yet? I guess not. My cinema cheered when it happened. :D It was awesome. I mean, the fact that my cinema cheered when it happened was awesome. Not that the kiss was awesome. Well, it is, but not like freaking epic or anything. But Ron was so cute after that. In the Room of Requirement scene (before the Fiendfyre), Blaise (I think) shot some curse at Hermione, and Ron ran after him shouting something like "that's my girlfriend, you fool" or y'know, along that line. HAHAHA. IT WAS SO FUNNY AND CUTE.

H/G is still as awkward as ever. LOL. I seriously. Idek what to say. LOL. It's even more awkward than... Idk. It's AS awkward as every other supposedly "canon" pairings that split up my OTP's. -.- I like Ginny. But it's just too forced okay. -.- Never mind, I shan't talk about that.

Because H/D \o/ I WANT TO FLAIL OVER ROR SCENE FOREVER \o/

Gif from DH1 just because.

It's official, okay. Erik and Charles have taken over my life. And so has James McAvoy. D:

Well no it's not a bad thing. But it's funny how I never ever thought James was a';sd';sdkl;dfklgfdklg last time but now I'm completely in love with him. So yesterday I decided to watch the first movie of him I've ever watched in my life (and attempt to figure out how I could be so blind last time), and I found out that I was not only blind in the past, I was also deaf. Idek. What was I doing with my life okay. Seriously what exactly was I thinking last time? Maybe I wasn't. That's why.

ANYWAY. I should work on yet another List update. I admit I'm not looking forward to how it's gonna turn out though. :X

Alrighty. Let me make a birthday post before my birthday is over.

First things first, things to be happy about this month: I watched X-Men: First Class a total of eight times so far. YEAH, as a matter of fact, I DO love my new OTP that much. Erik/Charles foreverrr. Best romance film of the year okay. And of course, McFassy is a'sdls;dkl;fdgkgdf

Secondly, I've been going around telling everyone that TF3 opens on my birthday, so of course I have to watch it on the opening day right? Watched it in 3D with Germx, and FWAH it's epic! I love Michael Bay okay. Always did because I just love the scale on which he does things. Everything will just look freaking epic, and I love that. And TF3 is only around 2084039850348050835 million times better than TF2. (Although... I suppose the first one is still my favourite, all things considered.)

My Mac's namesake, aka the super pretty and super awesome Chevy Camaro Autobot, Bumblebee, is still such a BAMF in this. *_____*

Okay. Happy birthday to myself!

Seriously, I don't know WHY I've never found James hot. I mean, honestly?! I've known who he is for 9834759834 years but for some reason never really got into him? Fixing that right now though.

Remember that time I was crazy over Ryan and watched every movie he was in? Okay, well, not every single one, but as of now I believe I've watched at least 80% of the movies he had acted in. (Randomly proud of myself for that because... well, I'm a very lazy person when it comes to watching things.) I even watched those stupid ones ok. Or those in which he didn't have a big role. Actually it might be closer to 90% than just 80%. Of course one of those I didn't watch was that horror movie.

Anyways, what I was gonna say is, I shall attempt to go through at least 75% of James' movies by this week. \o/ Most of his movies are quite highly-rated :0 LMAO seriously, such a big difference from Ryan's. :X (But Ryan is really an underrated actor. He can do more than just being funny ok.) ANYHOO. Yes, James. I thought I'd flail more over the handsome shark, but Idk, ended up I'm currently completely a;lds';sdf'glkdf;ad over James. :X

So I just watched WANTED, and omfg why didn't anyone make me watch that movie before?! It's freaking awesome!! Lots of action, violence, gore, and James was hilarious in the front parts. And the story was interesting. Everything from the set-up, the build-up, the training part, then to the sort of main conflict but not really cos there's something even bigger after that... I LIKE. Definitely gonna be one of my top 10 all-time favourite movies. Not that I actually know what're the rest.

But if anything, one movie I'm sure would be in my top 10 all-time faves is Definitely, Maybe. In fact, it might just be my favourite movie ever.

And I guess James is gonna be my next big actor love after Ryan.

List and wallpaper update

I changed my wallpaper again LOL. I really loved the Cas with wings one but... these pictures were too good to not make into a wallpaper to use. So ta-dah!



I'll probably change it again when my 720p S4/S5 episodes finish dl-ing and I manage to get decent Dean/Cas caps for a wallpaper. But for now, Erik & Charles *____* I can't wait for X-Men: First Class to be out on dvd/br so I can a;sldsgkd;flg at their eyes in HD. And also. All the Erik/Charles scenes. :3 (Oh yes, they are my new OTP. And so are Hank/Alex.)

Anyways, so I haven't updated my List in ages. And it's been even longer that it hasn't been listed in order, only alphabetical order. I've been meaning to do a ranked one so... finally worked on it yesterday. :3

This was the previous one in February, in alphabetical order.



And this is the current one, sort of ranked, because it's really hard to put everyone in order of who I like more right now ok, but yeah it looks something like this. And yeah, only one addition, Idek why he wasn't on my list already. :/



Yes the addition is Misha. Luckily for me, Jensen & Jared are already on it and have been since... Idk, 2009 when I started watching I think. I don't know why Misha was never on it. D: Okay, so I didn't flail over him as much before as I have been this year. So anyways he's on the list now. :D And yeeeah, pretty high on it too, I must say. Maybe he shouldn't be that high. But aiyah Idc.

ANYWAY. It's so difficult to put this in order again a';sdsl;dfdklfg so I was mostly just going like, okay who would I care more about while comparing two people and that's how I ended up with this. So, not exactly 100% accurate cos I can't decide for some and most are just I generally care about them the same. -.-

I feel like Ryan should be higher up the list but there's just no space anymore. -.- And so sad that Weilian got stuck outside the 10. D: